Guys, wat do u feel if a girls confessed 2 u?

Well,i've confessed to him.It took me a whole year.I've cried alone and stuff. The point is that he treats me different than other girls. I told him how much i like him. How he's hurt me n isincerely feel for him. I feel embared now. I'm a socialite but when it comes to this type of relationship, i tend to b scared. It wasted mt whole year. In the first palce y woul u treat a girl differently if u didn't fall for her at all? It makes me feel hurt n i've wasted so much tears and time on him.